Breathe in, breathe out. Sometimes things won’t work out for you. Somethings will not always work out the way you dream it, plan it,or wish for it to. Remember this: you give it your best shot. There are many other alternatives to live a dream. It doesn’t have to necessarily be the “SHOW” you make it to. Teaching, writing, scouting, minors, local, independent, or start your own movement. The goal should be to do what it is that you love. Set your sights, but don’t put all your eggs in one basket. Work hard and believe in yourself; its the only way.
Last piece of advice; you will have friends that will support you and help you along the way. Be grateful and make sure they know it. There will be a time when you are offered an opportunity and you may have to leave your friends behind. Remember this: you may be dedicated to your friends and not want to fuck over your friends, but you should never fuck yourself over.